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05 May 2010 @ 05:50 pm
After a long break I have some things to present. Actually when I woke up today I didn't think about that I would show my latest drawings, but here I am. (Though I should learn... whatever)

Jang Geun Suk // Eunhyuk&Kangin (=Kanghyuk) // Oliver Sykes

Jang Geun Suk here doesn't resemble with himself, fact.
The Kanghyuk one looks odd, so I did some tricks, keke
And Oliver almost drove me crazy, but everything's fine now~ I didn't wanted to finish it, but after a _lot of_ corrections, I decided to continue. That's all for now.

(^ _ ^)/~~サヨナラ
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27 April 2010 @ 08:30 pm
Long time no see ( ゚▽゚)/コンバンハ

Well, I haven't blogged for ages, so I should make up a bit. Actually some things have happened.
school sucks as always. And it sucks even more. But I'm over my dead point, so I'm just laughing. All these people here are idiots, I swear. I didn't intend to write down this story, but... the point is that we were told that we won't have our last lesson, so we went home. But ofc we would have had a last lesson If we had been there. So like this we were absent without leave. And who told us we will not have a last lesson? Yes, our dear history teacher. She is.... unbelievable. You'll never ever meet a woman like her. Well, that's why I completely hate history now
( ´∀`)

The good thing is I found a Japanese teacher, and she is super cute!!!
Well, okay, Kanae was even more cute, but she is so nice (’-’*) フフ I still haven't had a lesson with her, she cancelled it in the last 5 minutes, so next Monday. I also got a book, and it's like... 300 pages. Though the end of the year is pretty near, and I'm planning to move to Bp. in the summer, but at least I already know her, so I just call her in September and that's it.

Hmm... what has happened since then? I'm learning, and learning.

Oh and I'm drawing a picture of Eunhyuk and Kangin, it's pretty big, and still have a lot to work. Also I should draw my last two pieces for the final exam, but I just can't bring myself to sit down and do it. Gosh... \(>o<)/

K-POP crushes
☆彡 or something like that...

1. Siwon (Super Junior)
2. Donghae (Super Junior)
3. Kyuhyun (Super Junior)
4. Kibum (Super Junior)
5. Kangin (Super Junior)
6. Leeteuk (Super Junior)
7. Eunhyuk (Super Junior)

8. Ryeowook (Super Junior)
9. Sungmin (Super Junior)
10. Han Geng (Super Junior)

11. Heechul (Super Junior)
12. Shindong (Super Junior)
13. Yesung (Super Junior)
14. Zhou Mi (Super Junior)
15. Henry Lau (Super Junior)

16. GDragon (BigBang)
17. TOP (BigBang)
18. Daesung (BigBang)
19. Taeyang (BigBang)
20. Seungri (BigBang)

21. Jaebeom (2PM)
22. Nichkhun (2PM)
23. Taecyeon(2PM)
24. Wooyoung (2PM)
25. Junsu (2PM)
26. Junho (2PM)
27. Chansung (2PM)

28. Max Changmin (DBSK)
29. Xiah Junsu (DBSK)
30. Micky Yoochun (DBSK)
31. U-Know Yunho (DBSK)
32. Hero Jaejoong (DBSK)

33. Joon (MBLAQ)
34. Seungho (MBLAQ)
35. G.O (MBLAQ)
36. Mir (MBLAQ)
37. CheonDoong/Thunder (MBLAQ)

38. DongWoon (BEAST)
39. Yoseob (BEAST)
40. JunHyung (BEAST)
41. HyunSeung (BEAST)
42. DooJoon (BEAST)
43. GiKwang/AJ (BEAST)

44. Hongki (FTI)
45. Jonghun (FTI)

46. Minhwan (FTI)
47. Jaejin (FTI)
48. Seunghyun (FTI)

49. Lee SeungGi
50. Lee Minho
52. Kim Bum

53. Taemin (SHINee)
54. Jonghyun (SHINee)
55. Minho (SHINee)
56. Onew (SHINee)
57. Key (SHINee)

58. HyunJoong (SS501)
59. YoungSaeng (SS501)
60. JungMin (SS501)
61. KyuJong (SS501)
62. HyungJoon (SS501)

63. Song Joong Ki
64. Jang Geun Suk

65. LeeU (F.Cuz)
66. Jinon (F.Cuz)
67. Yejun (F.Cuz)
68. Kan (F.Cuz)

69. Wonbin (ex- FT Island)

70. ChangHyun (SHU-I)
71. MinHo (SHU-I)
72. Inseok (SHU-I)
73. HyungJun (SHU-I)
74. Jinseok (SHU-I)

75. Ha MinWoo (ZE:A)
76. Hwang KwangHee (ZE:A)
77. Jung HeeChul (ZE:A)
78. Moon JunYoung (ZE:A)
79. Park HyungShik (ZE:A)
80. Im SiWan (ZE:A)
81. Kim TaeHun (ZE:A)
82. Kim DongJun (ZE:A)
83. Kevin Kim (ZE:A)

84. Shin SooHyun (U-KISS)
85. Alexander (U-KISS)
86. Kim Kibum (U-KISS)
87. Eli (U-KISS)
88. Lee KiSeop (U-KISS) (de csak mert ulzzang, nem az együttes miatt XD)
89. Kevin Woo (U-KISS)
90. Shin DongHo (U-KISS)

91. Bi Rain

92. Changmin (2AM)
93. Jinwoon (2AM)
94. Seulong (2AM)
95. Jokwon (2AM)

96. CL (2NE1)
97. Minji (2NE1)

98. Bom (2NE1)
99. Dara (2NE1)

100. Taeyeon (SNSD)
101. Sooyoung (SNSD)
102. Seohyun (SNSD)
103. Tiffany (SNSD)
104. Hyoyeon (SNSD)
105. Jessica (SNSD)
106. Sunny (SNSD)
107. Yuri (SNSD)
108. Yoona (SNSD)

109. Yonghwa (CN Blue)
110. Jungshin (CN Blue)
111. Jonghyun (CN Blue)
112. Minhyuk (CN Blue)

113. Kim Ah-Joong

114. Park Gahee (After School)
115. UEE (After School)
116. Bekah (After School)
117. Kim Jung-ah (After School)
118. Lee Jooyeon (After School)
119. Yoo Soyoung (ex-After School)
120. Raina (After School)
121. Nana (After School)

122. Park Gyuri (KARA)
123. Han Seungyeon (KARA)
124. Nicole (KARA)
125. Goo Hara (KARA)
126. Kang Jiyoung (KARA)

129. So Hee (Wondergirls)
130. Sun Ye (Wondergirls)
131. Sun Mi (Wondergirls)
132. Ye Eun (Wondergirls)
133. YooBin (Wondergirls)

134. Eunjung (T-ara)
135. Hyomin (T-ara)
136. Ji-Yeon (T-ara)
137. Soyeon (T-ara)
138. Boram (T-ara)
139. Q-ri (T-ara)

140. Victoria (f(x))
141. Amber (f(x))
142. Luna (f(x))
143. Sulli (f(x))
144. Krystal (f(x))

145. Hyunmin (D-NA)
146. Jay (D-NA)
147. Injun (D-NA)
148. Karam (D-NA)
149. Mika (D-NA)

Now off~~(*^^)/~~~~~~~~~~◎
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27 March 2010 @ 12:32 pm
"És akkor ott borongott a melankólia  súlyos lepleiben, saját esőcskéjének vizébe fulladva, mely átzuhogott szívén, de nem üdített meg egyetlen vízzel vert magot sem,..."

Ahogy most ránéztem a címre, az jutott eszembe, hogy milyen keveset írtam eddig ebbe a blogba és mégis úgy érzem mintha már ősidők óta ez lenne a blogom... nem is emlékszem most hirtelen az előzőekre. Mindegy is.

I know I'm not really active recently, but honestly don't really care right now. Sure, everybody knows I'm alive, so that's enough. I won't strain myself unless important people are interested. But that's not the case.
Anyway I gathered some drawings, it is really just a few, but kinda important. One is a study of hands (for the oral final exam... gosh I still can't believe I'll do it. But I have to, I have no choice.). The second one is a Seohyun again, but I messed her up, I couldn't really concentrate at that time. And the third one.... hahah guess (nope, not Uruha, nor Jonghun. Though I started one with Uruha, but that doesn't matter.)
And sorry in advance, recently I don't like scanning. Actually I don't like the Seohyun drawing, it sucks.

And the third one.

Várható volt, hogy ez is eljön egyszer. És ahogy az törvényszerű, most egy időre be is temetett. Még nem végeztem ugyan a sorozattal, de azt a három részt hamar le fogom majd darálni. Szó szerint.
Eddig még nem volt meg a kezdő löket, nem éreztem semmiféle késztetést, hogy elkezdjem. De mivel a négy főszereplőből kettőt mostanában különösen megkedveltem, úgy gondoltam miért ne... és milyen jól is tettem, legalább volt valami jókedv. Jeremy iz precious xDDDD
I also started reading some books at the same time. I mean... you know, nah. First I started the original Alice in Wonderland in English, than a Stephen King (♥), and now I managed to get a Nick Cave book, And the Ass Saw the Angel. I'm pretty sure I won't be bored.LOL

Well then...
bb ε-(´・`) フー ★。、::。.::・'゜☆。.::・'゜★。、::。.::・'゜

I should have done that
I should have ignored it
like something i couldn't see
I shouldn't have looked at you at all
I should have run away
I should have acted like i didn't hear it
like something I couldn't hear.
I shouldn't have listened to love at all

Without a word , you let me know love
Without a word, you give me love
You made me even hold your breath but you ran away like this
Without a word, love leaves me
Without a word, love tossed me away
what should I say next?
my closed lips were surprised on their own
coming without any words

Why does it hurt so much?
Why does it hurt continuously ?
Except for the fact that i can't see you anymore
And that you are not here anymore
Otherwise, it's the same as before.

Without a word , you let me know love
Without a word, you give me love
You made me even hold of your breath but you ran away like this
Without a word, love leaves me
Without a word, love tossed me away
What should I say next?
My closed lips were surprised on their own
Without a word, tears fall
Without a word, my heart breaks down.

Without a word, i waited for love
Without a word, love hurts me
I zoned out. I become a fool because I cry looking at the sky
Without a word, farewell finds me
Without a word, the end comes to me
I think my heart was surprised to send you away without any preparations
It came without a word.

Without a word, it comes and leaves
Like the fever before
Maybe all I need to do is endure the hurt for a while
Because in the end, only scars left.

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23 March 2010 @ 08:35 pm
Let's make a run from all we know
We'll find a way and get back stronger again
Too many times I've wondered why
I feel ashamed only to be around

I'm living a lie, but trying to find away
Out of this

I wanna feel I wanna bleed
I wanna live like there's no tomorrow
I wanna scream Out in the night
I wanna make love like there's no tomorrow
I wanna be like you

Let's run away into the dark
We'll find a light and get back stronger again
I'll get around, I'll come around
I'll stay awake cause I am dying for more

Been living a lie, more than a lifetime
Now I see

I wanna feel I wanna bleed
I wanna live like there's no tomorrow
I wanna scream Out in the night
I wanna make love like there's no tomorrow
I wanna be like you I wanna be like you
I wanna be like you I wanna be like you
I wanna be like you

I wanna feel I wanna bleed
I wanna live like there's no tomorrow
I wanna scream Out in the night
I wanna make love like there's no tomorrow

I wanna feel I wanna bleed
I wanna live like there's no tomorrow
I wanna scream Out in the night
I wanna make love like there's no tomorrow
I wanna be like you
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15 March 2010 @ 10:09 pm
“I’m a slut because i’ll wear shorts and a tank top. I’m a bitch because i don’t let you push me around. I’m a liar because i won’t tell you everything. I’m stupid because sometimes i’m wrong. I’m ugly because my face isn’t perfect. I’m a whore because i like boys. I’m annoying because i’m not chill enough. I’m a loser because i’m not friends with your group. I’m fake because i’m not afraid to show my emotions. I’m weird because i’m not like you. I’m controlling because i get mad. Sometimes i’m clingy because i like being around people. I’m greedy because i like to be satisfied. I’m naive because i’m younger than you. I’m conceited because i’m proud of who i am. I’m rude because my manners aren’t perfect. i’m unappreciative because i don’t praise you. Don’t tell me who i am because i already know.”

So that's how it is.

I haven't been doing anything the whole weekend, and the only thing that keeps me calm is that this week is going to be easy, and I still have time for those things that I wanted to do this weekend.
But why do I keep repeating this? Ffuu... I'm just too lazy. And it's almost 22:00 PM, and I'm still don't want to sleep. Anyway.... I guess I already know my programme for tonight.

A "Skins"-ről....Collapse )

And ofc I'm still watching 'How I met your mother' (゚ー゚)(。_。)ウンウン, (゚ー゚)(。_。)ウンウン

Anyway... boring life is boring, so I gotta go. I hope this good girl's chapter ends soon.
Hopefully tomorrow I won't be pissed off in the morning.

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10 March 2010 @ 06:32 pm
I tried to write down several things I was thinking about, but all the sentences look so stupid. So I just gave up on writing about me.The only thing that is on my mind at this very moment: the weekend will be long, just too long... although I always complain about how much I hate school, but actually... when there is no school I'm thinking way too much, and it drives me crazy. I should do something, occupy myself. \(--)/ マイッタ
Recently I've been reading more and more blogs and tumblrs, and it's kind of fun. I've been always wondering how can people get those intimate pictures, and that's it.

(;´ρ`) グッタリ

When I saw this picture earlier today I thought I have to share. Why so...? ―(T_T)→

Now off to draw something. Long time no drawing~
Oh btw.
Todays great story is that I left my keys at home and ofc everybody was out. For about one and half an hour I was sitting in front of our front door. Poor thing I couldn't eat, but the good thing: I was so bored that I learned everything for tomorrow. So now I can finally do what I want.

" _ella     says:
*öm.... ma kb fél kettőre otthon voltam, nem volt kulcsom, nem tudtam bemenni, és igen, ott ültem az ajtónk előtt és annyira unatkoztam hogy nyelvtant tanultam. true story xDDDD"
(and omfg, Barney is just growing on me!)

PS.: Why is that Hongki's English is so nice sometimes, but in some songs he just sucks?
02 March 2010 @ 05:39 pm
(*´ο`*)=3 はふぅん
elfáradtam, de még élek. nothing much to say.
what about heartwarming pictures?

Kis szőke dög és egy személyes kedvenc a végére~

and finally latest artworks.

Still working on the last one, though. Those flowers are bitches.
And also still don't know whether to color or not. But I guess I won't do it.

On Tuesday I'll bring my drawings to class, so we can choose the best pieces for the final exam. I wonder which ones will fit :)~
bb~ (;´ρ`) グッタリ

ps.: Jonghun got a tag. LOL
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13 February 2010 @ 12:16 am
( ^_^)/ やぁ!

Ah, these days are so gloomy and full of snow. Although I like winter very much, it's so beautiful and relaxing when in the morning I'm going alone on the street and everything is white
( ´∀`) It's like..... it seems like I try to gather more power for the day, haha
But as I wrote my mood is not the best, but I think it is not in connection with the weather. I guess...?

Anyway there were some changes and it still makes me a little but unhappy. The first one is that I won't attend any more Japanese lessons. Thank you Pannon Egyetem.... but of course I didn't really fight for it, since I just simply don't have time. Have to learn a lot, and my exams in art history and visual culture will be in 3 months or so. However, my dear teacher was really sorry for it, and she even said I was a bright student, so I better continue my Japanese studies.XDXD That was the point when I considered going back, but again: no time.
So that's it... atst she won't be here for long, she told me she would be here until next January. Ofc I asked her what about lessons only for me, but as I thought it wasn't allowed for her to give lessons for money, but again she said she would think about this. And she also offered her help, If I need anything or have question I just have to write about it. She is so nice <33


Now it's drawing time~!!!
It's been a while since I last wrote anything, but I don't really have many works XD.... sry
□_ヾ(・_・ )

My latest model is Jonghun! But that's obvious. LOL So, I finished the one I've already showed in the previous entry. It didn't take much time, I really enjoyed it. He is so lovely.

Can't really say a lot about is. Actually... every time I look at him that Star song comes to my mind, and it's kind of heartbreaking. Hope you like it <3

And there is a more recent one (actually I did it just now....xD) and only doodles, so nothing serious. Some days ago I find an extremely cute picture, and I thought it would be good for practicing (only), but I got to love it very much.

Full view recommended.
Made with a mechanical pencil and 2 drawliners (0.05, 0.1).

Now gotta go to bed.... I'm already tired as hell.

"loved you like a star star star as much as a star. i found you far away, you were a shining star"
07 February 2010 @ 02:55 pm
yo*m(_ _)m

I don't have anything particularly to write about. I guess I'm a bit ill (not literally but in a serious way.) I hate  ......
Personal stuff aheadCollapse )

Now I'm pretty much into drawing Jonghun (as expected...), and my first piece is slowly getting ready.

By now I'm done with a lot more, but lazy to make a more recent picture. And again, ofc, I made a mistake, or not a mistake rather it's something that I have to practice. I lengthen shapes as hell, and often I just don't recognize and the checking just gets somehow by. Anyway I hope it won't turn out bad.... Until then I have to do a lot. Mainly black/dark parts left, and it's really tiring not to mess up, and make it moderate and equable.
Atsm I'm thinking about a new deivantart (... yes again.) Still don't know what to do.

My weekly last.fm stat shows clearly that the F.T Island-mania buried me ridiculously.

And in the end... probably the most beautiful and touching song from SNSD in a long time. But most likely it's only this effective 'coz I've become pretty sensitive, haha

(하나 둘 셋 또 하나 둘 셋 미치겠다 별들아)
(one too three. again, one two three. stars, i'm going to go crazy)
아무리 쳐다봐도 니가 보이질 않아 oh baby 두 눈에 가득 고인 눈물 때문에 다 너 때문에
however much i look, i can't see you oh baby my two eyes filled with dead tears because of you, all because of you
번져진 글자 위로 비친 우는 내 얼굴 oh baby 또 울지 말라고 날 다짐해봐도 또 울어
my crying face above blurred words oh baby i promise myself not to cry again but i keep crying
나 어떡해 (몰라 어떡해 어떡해) 나 이렇게 (몰라 미치게 이렇게)
what do i do (i don't know what do i do) me, like this (i don't know, i go crazy like this)
다 너 땜에 (정말 너 땜에) 나 아무것도 할 수 없잖아 난 널
all because of you (really because of you) i can't do anything, because i
별별별 별만큼 사랑해 왔던거야 너를 찾아 저 멀리서 넌 Shining star
loved you like a star star star as much as a star. i found you far away, you were a shining star
별별별 별말을 다 해봐도 표현이 안돼 정말 너무나 답답해 이제 난 어떻게 해야 하나
star star star even if i talk like a star the words aren't right. i'm so frustrated, what do i do.
하나 둘 세어 봐도 끝이 보이질 않아 oh baby 가슴에 가득 담긴 추억 때문에 또 니 생각에
i count one, two, but the end isn't near oh baby because of the memories deep inside, and my thoughts of you
못 다한 얘길 꺼내 혼잣말뿐 이라도 oh baby 널 돌려달라고 날 보내달라고 니 곁에
i talk to myself, all the things i couldn't say with you oh baby. to return me to you, to send me near you.
꼭 부탁해 (제발 이렇게 부탁해) 꼭 하늘에 (나의 기도를 하늘에)
promise me (please promise me like this) to the sky (my prayer to the sky)
날 위로해 (나를 위로해) 준다는 넌 어디에 있니 제발
comfort me (comfort me) where are you, please
별별별 별들아 말해봐 끝난거니 그런거니 대답해봐 웃지만 말고
star star star, tell me stars. is it over? answer, don't just laugh
별별별 별들아 부탁해 단 한번만이라도 날 내 사랑 니 곁에 날아갈 수 있게 해줘
star star star, stars please promise me that at least once, that i can fly to my love once again.
Star Star Star
Uh~Baby Star Star Star Ahh~
난 널 별별별 별만큼 사랑해 왔던거야 너를 찾아 저 멀리서 넌 Shining star
i loved you like a star star star as much as a star. i found you far away, you were a shining star
별별별 별말을 다 해봐도 표현이 안돼 정말 너무나 답답해 이제 난 어떻게 해야 하나
star star star even if i talk like a star the words aren't right. i'm so frustrated, what do i do.


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